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Wednesday, 02 December 2009

  • Him and her.

    I don't understand. Why did he write me an email saying he likes me? Really likes me. And can't stop thinking about me. And yet all this time he's been with another girl. Pretty much a behind-the-scenes relationship if you ask me. Friendship? Not just friends. Dates? Not just dating. Sex? Not just friends with benefits. No, I think it's fair to say friends with benefits spend time apart from each other. Friends with benefits are connected physically, and physically only. No, these two have more than that, I can tell. They are always together. Inseparable. They're in the same photos. They go to the same parties. They go to town together, the beach together, the movies together.When he gets drunk he even cries for her. He wants her, and not me. So why then did he send me the email?
    At first I thought it was a joke. Then I asked a few of his friends and they said he really is smitten about me. One of them told me whenever they tease him about me he goes bright red and says "shut up!". But then again, that was months ago and things have changed. Things changed due to a few reasons.
     1) I didn't write back to the email. It didn't matter though because he was with the girl when he wrote that email so I went with my initial thought in believing it was a joke.
     2) He now hangs out with a different crowd. Before he wrote the email and we spent time together he was in a different group. I liked him then. Really liked him. He didn't hang out with his girl and her friends either.
    3) He changed. His appearance is different. He doesn't look the same. He's gotten skinnier and wears clothes the old him wouldn't wear. He went from shirts and shorts to skin tight skinny jeans and girly cardigans. He's less manly. Less fun. Less...him. His personality has changed too. It's hard to talk to him anymore.

    But he says he is still single. His Facebook states to claim he is. His friends all say he is. Yet I don't believe it. He's in love with the other girl but I still like him. I fancy him. Alot. Still even though, he's changed so much. But he loves her and I have to get used to that now.

Friday, 27 February 2009

  • Digging holes

    Okay, so I like this guy. I've liked him for over a year now and all my mates knew of this as soon as I laid eyes on him. However last year one my "mates" owned up to have had snogged him, (and it looked as though she was hiding something, so I think she went a bit further than just that).
    She now thinks I've forgotten about him and don't like him anymore, BUT I DO. Don't get me wrong I will make my move, but she's hoaning in on him which gives me no other option but to back away. I'm sick of her stealing the guys I like. The ones I want. Not only that, my other friends ask me if I like him still while she is there..awkwardly changing the subject as I disguise my look of hatred and disappointment. And she has a boyfriend. Can't she just take the hint?


Sunday, 21 December 2008

Monday, 26 November 2007

  • How do you deal with criticism?

    It really depends on the criticism I guess. If it's constructive I'll take it on board since everyday I try and make myself change in a better way than the last. But if it's unecessary criticism I'll probably get upset, angry or pissed off and usually cry then go for a really long run. Then I ignore that person who said that.

       

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Thursday, 22 November 2007

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